Thursday, April 15, 2010

4-15-- 11:30pm

They want to give Cody another quiet night. So we have gone for the night and won't see him until in the morning. I more than likely won't be posting anything on here until after 8 in the morning. I pray that I'm not unless it's wonderful news. Today has been the absolute hardest day of my life. I thought Monday was. Today has really broken my heart in two. When we got the news on the EEG I was so lost. I had no idea what to do. I just kept saying over and over "Please God don't take my Bubba, Please God don't take Bubba, I need him, I need him." I still am saying that over and over. I have prayed my heart out to God. I still won't accept the fact that this could be the end. It can't be. We need prayers. Prayers to heal Cody's body for God to wrap his arms around Cody and heal what is causing the delays and problems.

After we got the news from the neurologist we as a family went to Cody's side and began to pray over his body. Jessi and I read scriptures to Cody telling him that he's safe and Jesus will heal him and take care of him. The devil may be tempting our faith but he will not win this battle. Times like this make you want to ask "Why me". God has a plan and I have to trust him that it'll work.

I ask from the bottom of my heart for you to pray for Cody. Cody needs them. We need them. I'm still in a shock about what could happen. I'm afraid to face it.

5 comments:

  1. Jeremy and Michele CusterApril 16, 2010 at 4:56 AM

    You all are in our thoughts and prayers.

    Isaiah 58:8
    "Then your salvation will come like the dawn, and your wounds will quickly heal. Your godliness will lead you forward, and the glory of the LORD will protect you from behind."

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  2. We are praying and will continue to pray until he goes home!!! Your entire family is in our thoughts and prayers!!

    Kahl Schneider & Heather Younker

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  3. Cody you are in our thoughts and prayers! We will continue to pray for you and your family!!

    Kahl Schneider & Heather Younker

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  4. Just wanted you to know we're praying!!! I have friends at 3 different churches here close to us and have asked ALL of them to pray. I also have a cousin in OKC who leads her church's kids church and have forwarded the link so she and her church can pray for Cody.....Just saw the post on FB from Nikki last night.... am soooo sorry for what all of you are going thru.... we will continue to 'pray without ceasing'... love and prayers to you all.... Roger and Sha'rrell

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  5. Your family is a strong family of faith! Reading your posts day after day I am amazed at the strong family faith that you have. I do not know if I could stand that strong if it were my son in there! We have been praying for your family and for Cody! Continue to look up and know that God is looking down on you & your family at this time when you need him the most. He has a plan, he always does, just continue to keep your eyes focused on him, with your families faith you can make it!!

    God be with you & bless you!
    Beth & Billy Briggs & family

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